Faith

Life isn't always easy.
No one ever promised that it would be.
But it can be wonderful at times,
and it is up to us to make those times happen.
Where? Beginning within,
When? With the dawn of each new day.
How? Listen to your heart . . .
and it really will show you the way.

can dream come true??? ntah la.... but i do hope it will... again... it happen once before... so if i'm asking for another one??? is that too much to ask.... for now its still a question mark....

Demi Waktu

Aku yg tak pernah bisa lupakan dirinya

Yang kini hadir diantara kita

Namunku juga takan bisa

menepis bayangmu

yang slama ini temani hidupku....

Maafkan aku...

menduakan cintamu

Berat rasa hatiku...

tinggalkan dirinya....

Dan demi waktu...

yang bergulir disampingmu

Maafkanlah diriku...

setulus hatimu

Seandainya bila kubisa memilih

Kalau saja waktu itu

Kutak jumpa dirinya

Mungkin semua takan seperti ini

Dirimu dan dirinya kini

Ada dihatiku

Membawa aku dalam kehancuran

Maafkan aku...

menduakan cintamu

Berat rasa hatiku...

tinggalkan dirinya....

Dan demi waktu...

yang bergulir disampingmu

Maafkanlah diriku...

setulus hatimu

seandainya bila kubisa memilih

this is a song by Ungu... one Indonesian band... i like the melody and the song... eventho lyrics dia cam tak berapa best kan... hehe...

lyrics ni tuyut yg carikan.... so, this entry is a tribute to u la tuyut... mekacih ye... practice chord lagu ni rajin2... nanti boleh impresskan we all semua.... hah...

what a day....

it has been a really packed day for me yesterday.... dari pagi sampai malam... starting from my best fren's engagement, my ex's wedding (erkk...) and finally family dinner... so, u can imagine the food intake la.... which cancel out my whole week's diet... tp rezeki tak leh la nak tolak kan... heh... alasan..

so, ... first and foremost.. congrats to my dear Dila on your engagement... the day finally arrives after much wonders... 6 mths is not a long time... so, just be patient and dec will just be around the corner...

congrats to the newly wed couple... its good to see that big smiling face again... may ur life be filled with laughter, happiness and blessings till the end of your life together..

another great news... congrats to my aunt & family... there'll be another addition to our big family in 8 mths time... horray!!! another cute cuz on the way...

too many happy moments to celebrate yesterday... Alhamdulillah!!! and i'm glad i'm part of the celebration... 2006 looks like a happy yr for a lot of ppl... i hope to be one of them too!!!! pray for me, huh....

Natasya

hmmm... i bet ramai yg tahu this telenovela on tv3... a bit mcm budak2 tp boleh la gak layan... i think fasha sanda ada ramai peminat pun thru this drama... before this dia takde lah famous sgt... nways, i actually like the theme song... sung by liza hanim... mmg best... now dah masuk chart dah... thanks to the drama... help popularise the song... i've posted the lyrics here...

Merawat Luka Terpendam

Merawat luka yang terpendam

Kesannya masih berdarah

Hendak ku tangiskan tiada pedih

Yang telah terjadi padaku

Pasrah aku terima

* Kau hujankan penghinaan

Aku renjis kesabaran

Aku curah pertanyaan

Adakah bahagia nanti akan menyingkir hiba

Dalam ribut ada hina

Dalam tenang ada sabar

Dalam tangis sendirian

Berkemungkinankan bahagia nanti akan menyusur tiba

Bukan ku mengundang bencana

Juga tak ku menabur dosa

Tak dapat dinafi kebetulan

Dugaan menimpa diriku

Rela aku terima

repeat *

... hmmm... dalam tu maksud dia... heh..

Its Monday again...

guess what... its Monday again... time flies real fast these days... at the end of a busy day like today i will usually take time and wonder what hv i done for the day... NOTHING MUCH!!! u're like grasping and running behind time... wishing there's more.... there's a reason why i'm looking at the clock's ticking... partly maybe bcoz i realise wrinkles has started to show off itself at certain part of the face *sigh* hehe... and when you see ur small tiny cousin that u used to baby-sit before becoming a teenager... u start realising that u're getting older... heh... selama nih perasan muda habis2...

i was looking at old photos... hoping i can still fit into those clothes again... muahahah... memories rushing back and i do wish i could turn back time and erase some of the memories... but, without realising... i actually matured thanks to those hard and difficult times... now at this point of time, only a quarter of the journey... i've gained and loose myself in living and striving for what i believe in... some worth while and some just a waste of time... there are still a lot more that i wanna achieve... to be a better person... to hv a good family... to contribute back to ppl around me.. family, frens, strangers...

hmmm.... what am i babbling here... i pun x tahu... i guess... its the Monday BLUES!! better stop writing, start packing.... and CHIOW!!!

bye... till my next entry...

PGL

read somewhere saying there's good news abt PGL... dunno what is it... but, look fwd to the news... maybe the dvd or soundtrack is out... or maybe they are having another round of it... will just wait and see... anyhow, browse the website just now... they hv put in pix of the production... gonna post it here just as a remembrance of the play...

Life journey

"Everyday is a new day....

take charge of your life!!!

Yesterday is history...

learn from the past but move forward...

and don't look back..

baby steps one at a time

it will be difficult.. and painfull

but every single sweat and tears are worth while

when u reach ur final destination"

Bad day - Daniel Powter

Where is the moment we needed the most

You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

They tell me your blue skies fade to grey

They tell me your passion's gone away

And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low

You're faking a smile with the coffee to go

You tell me your life's been way off line

You're falling to pieces everytime

And I don't need no carryin' on

Chorus:

Cause you had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day

The camera don't lie

You're coming back down and you really don't mind

You had a bad day

You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday

The point is they laugh at what you say

And I don't need no carryin' on

Repeat Chorus

Sometimes the system goes on the blink

And the whole thing turns out wrong

You might not make it back and you know

That you could be well oh that strong

And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most

Oh you and I

You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Repeat Chorus

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kept on listening to this song today... dalam kereta... kat BSC... the closing song for American Idol...

Bitchology

Got this email fr a close fren... interesting... hehe
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* BITCHOLOGY *

When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch.
When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch.
When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way,
they call me a bitch.

Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart.
It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me.
When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am
defined as a bitch.

The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being
everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish.

It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I
truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I
"should" be.

I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and
there is nothing wrong with that!

So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash
every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed.

And if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I embrace the title and am
proud to bear it.

B - Babe
I - In
T - Total
C - Control of
H - Herself


B = Beautiful
I = Intelligent
T = Talented
C = Charming
H = Hell of a Woman


B = Bold
I = Individual
T = That
C = Can
H = Handle anything

.... hmmm.... so, i guess.... i am a B.I.T.C.H....

jalan2 tepi pantai...

Emilia

too bored to do serious work... sesaja browse Wikipedia and search my name using the search engine... WAALAA!!!!!!! below are the results fr the search.......

Emilia
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

The word Emilia may refer to any of the following:

• A female name that originated in Italy, and is sometimes confused with the similar-sounding name "Amelia".
• Emilia is a historical region of Italy, now merged with Romagna to form the Emilia-Romagna administrative region.
• Emilia Rydberg, a Swedish pop singer using stagename Emilia. She is best known for her worldwide hit Big Big World in 1999, popular especially in Hong Kong as the song played during the credits of a particular television drama.
• Emilia (Bulgarian: Емилия) is a famous Bulgarian pop-folk singer.
• Emilia A compsite genus.
• ... last but not least.... ME....

hehe... takde keje kan....

freindship and love?

i was reading Yasmin's blog and come across this posting of hers abt her new film "Mukhsin"... the story is abt Mukhsin a 13-yr old boy who develops romantic feelings towards his good old childhood fren...sounds familiar??

i think when a girl & a guy are really close, there's a really thin line between frenship and love... of which u may not realise and sometimes get confused with it too... i've experienced that few times... as i kept on getting involve romantically with my male best frens... :) ... bukan semua la, some still remain as best buddies...

but, venturing into the fren/love relationship is not sumthin simple... its confusing as you dont really know whether your love & care is just normal fren-love or love-love... and its definitely a no-no to bring up the question... something as beautiful as Love can threaten to end something else that's just as beautiful - Friendship....

the good thing - when u're a couple, its almost everythin u want... your partner is ur lover, your soulmate...

but, the bad thing - usually when the relationship ends so does the frenship.... sayang kan

well, what to do... thats the risk as things no longer be the same... will take efforts fr both sides to build back the frenship... to forgive and forget and to start anew...

sbb tu la kot ppl avoid crossing the line.... thinking whether is it worth it to discover that feeling in the expense of loosing the frenship that u have??? only time will tell...


"What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies." - Aristotle