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Sunday, December 18, 2005

life a paradox??

..i was driving thru federal hiway one evening, going thru the jam... masa tu kira dah senja... the sun was going down indicating that the day is over... sky was clear so u can actually see the orange, then red light.. on the blue sky... at that moment, time frooze... i suddenly realised that going thru my busy schedule... i've missed all the wonderful and beauty of God's creation... a simple thing like a sunset... yelah... u're basically in the office more than 12 hrs a day... u leave at wee hr of the morning and the time u're home the sun has gone...

i guess we no longer hv the luxury of time to appreciate even the smallest things that happen around us... does time flies rather quickly.. or.. we are to engrossed in getting the material luxuries of the world.... nobody has the answer... time flies so fast that u cant even enjoy the luxury that u hv.... when u hv that time later... it maybe too late... but, if u dont work hard now... then when?? i guess u dont wanna be left behind... but, to what extent are all this worthwhile... the stress... the headache... missing time with family n frens?? thats when the famous word B.A.L.A.N.C.E kicks in...

but then again... where's the lign... how much is enuf?? i guess by the time our lives end, there's still no correct answer... i think it depends on ur life's goal... ur end destination... what do u want to achieve in life? be it wealth, fame or love.... that's where success is measure.. life itself is a paradox.... wanting one thing will lead having to sacrifice another... maybe there are ppl who are lucky to get all...

however, the problem arise when u dont really know what u want... so, the surrounding's become ur benchmark... u'll try to please others or want to be seen as part of the system... afraid to be different... hence, will fail most of the time.. not to be in the "crowd" is difficult... we do face this in our everyday life... having to speak up or make the right decision.. i hope i'll hv the strength and preserverance to be at the right path at all time... God willing!!


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