the reception

at last.... its finally over... the anxiety, stress ... semua la.... mcm la dia yg jadi pengantin... hehehe... tp jadi pengapit pun sama stress tau.... it was a really beautiful reception... kira theme for the nite is gold la... the backdrop was merah hati ... pelamin is combination of gold and off-white... she's wearing off-white... we wore gold... my baju match nicely ngan baju best man... nasib baik... hari tu kan main beli jer... cantik tak?? kilat2 sket ada labuci... but its really simple actually... kain based dia satin... tu yg nampak gemuk tuh... tension.. tension... pasni kena kuruskan lagi badan... before ur own wedding..

i'm really happy that she had found somebody... masa rehearsal tuh i can see that he loves her so much... and they complement each other... she has gone thru a lot before meeting him... its good that they are together now... one example of a successful match-make... Alhamdulillah... met up old frens... some faces yg mmg dah lama tak jumpa... most are frens fr a-level dulu...

smalam we all tak cukup corrum... there are 5 of us yg close... kira dalam grp tu i yg baru la... coz the 4 of them mmg close since mrsm... i'm close to them masa a-level... then we r seperated bila masuk univ... but still in close contact... now, everybody has chosen their seperate ways... but when we meet the bonding is still there... one in jb, married with 2 kids... one in kl, married and expecting, ... one in kl, married and still trying hard... the bride, just married... and finally... there's me.... single, available and still searching for mr right...

one baby step at a time... full with hope & faith ..

so now... there's only me left... i know i'll find him someday... just hv to be patient... sometimes i do feel tired.. getting to know somebody new... trying to understand them and build the trust... but, when u finally are there... there bound to be sumthin wrong... and the relationship will end just like that... and so does the frenship.. that makes it sad actually... bcoz all my relationship are form from close frenship... i guess i'm more comfortable like that... coz i know that they love me for my ownself... they knew me during the best and the worst of time...

now, its difficult to actually get to know somebody without giving the impression that u're lokin for a serious relationship... it builds up the pressure... for both side... for now, match make doesnt seem to work just yet... belum ada jodoh kan....

"Ya Allah, kau pertemukanlah aku jodoh yg baik untukku, dunia dan akhirat. Pertemukanlah kami dalam keredhaanMu. Semoga aku mendapat suami yg penyayang dan bertanggungjawab, yg dapat membimbingku ke jalanMu Ya Allah. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin."