what can u say...

... red face, fast heartbeat... and jadi kalut mcm apa jer... hmmm.... nay!!!... u're not having a crush... not at this age!!!! but, hey... what can u say right... heheh

actually there's this guy who works on the same floor (not same co though) that i like to look at... ONLY LOOK AT ok... no more than that.... bumped into him a few time... well, we work at the same floor kan.... but, just exchange glance and thats it ler... he's not really gorgeous or what... biasa jer but nice to look at... muka tak serabut... mcm ada calming effect... which i think makes him outstanding in the crowd... dunno whether he's married or not... or attached to anybody.. but, has seen a ring on his left hand... sure dah taken... tp takpelah... admire jer kan..

tadi, turun bawah nak beli coffee... masa keluar pintu tu nampak dia pun keluar gak... and he's also going towards the lift.... hmmm... imagine just the 2 of us in the lift... can only see his reflection kat pintu lift tu... the world seems extremely quiet... i just hope masa tu i won't embarrassed myself like i did before.. and at the same time i also wish i have that courage to say hi and start a conversation... or even to smile...

so... the opportunity just run by ler... for the xx many times dah... i'll be surprise with myself if i actually make that first move with a total stranger... coz its wayyyyyyy out of my character... dah la awak tu perempuan... mcm tak malu jer nak tegur guys camtu... but ppl say skarang ni dah modern... if u don't grab the chance, u may loose it.... hmmm...

is this why i'm still single till now?? ntah ler ekkk....