surviving the fall

i'm on a week mc... Guess what?? I fell down the stairs kat rumah
kampung i... Yup, u just read it correct... Tumbling down the stairs
and landed on the left side of my body!! Alhamdulillah no broken
bones.. Only bruises and swollen face, hand & leg..

Don't really know what happen coz it happen in a split second... I was
bringing down the blankets, after one step ... I think I missed the
other one and slip.. Lepas tu everything is history..

What I remembered is trying to protect my head.. Coz I know it will be
bad kalau kepala I yg terhentak... Tu yg I fell on my side and my
cheekbone yg kena instead... Lepas jatuh tu I lay still, takut nak
gerak... I was contious but I was in shocked!! Masa tu I wasn't sure
whether I was dead or still alive... Sbb tu I tak gerak...

I remembered everyone screaming and calling my name.. Luckily my cuz
and uncle who are doctors are there.. So, they hv done a thorough
emergency check to see kalau ada broken bones or internal bleeding or
not..

Went to pantai emergency ward to confirm i'm on the safe side..
luckily was there wif my uncle.. Kalau tak sure they all ingat
domestic violence .. Hehehe

I x pernah masuk hospital.. So, its quite scary to tell u the truth..
Esp when looking at the dr's face and the sound of his voice when I
told him I fell dr atas sampai bawah.. Terus kena buat ct scan coz dia
takut internal bleeding kat otak. The thots of sumthin is prob wrong
actually gives me the chill.. Masa ni mcm2 goes thru my head.. All the
-ve thots la and thinking that i'm not ready to face the afterlife..

But, alhamdulillah the results were +ve.. However, they are still
taking precautionary steps and want me to be warded for observation...
Kena dok hospital ... NO WAY!!! Hehehe ... Nasib baik uncle I
doctor... He manage to overwrite that and so i 'll stay with him
instead... Lucky me!!

This was a gruesome experience... For myself and other members of the
family. One incident could change everything. Somehow or rather I felt
like I was being protected by guardian angels as I survive the fall
with minor injuries... Tp itulah kuasa Tuhan kan... And every second
after that I think semua org pun bersyukur... Esp me..

it was an eye-opener to me.. I've never dealt with situation like this
before... Jarang2 sakit, x pernah involve dlm accident ... Until that
fine mornin... It makes me more grateful with all that I hv... It
could be worse but I guess I was given a second chance in life.... I
hope this will remind me of the blessings in life and also help me to
become a better person.. InsyaAllah.

"Ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku bersyukur dgn segala nikmat dan juga
kesihatan yg baik yg telah Kau berikan padaku. Sesungguhnya Engkau yg
Maha berkuasa dan Maha Mengetahui atas segala sesuatu yg berlaku pada
hambamu. Amin."

on the other side of the coin

today will be my first time interviewing candidates for the department... one of my staff is leaving ... so, nak cari replacement la nih... cant imagine... wait till its over k...

ok, chiow.... wish me luck... hehehe.... ada ke i pulak yg ada butterflies... apa la... :)

- to be continued -

ok... the 2nd part of the story... there are 3 of us interviewing the girl... we r looking for an assistant exec ... the reason why we choose to interview this girl is due to her resume and her appearance from the photo she sent... but, we r in for a shock!! she looks so innocent in the photo but the person standing in front of us is totally a different person... very d opposite... dgn make-up tebal, coloured nails... somebody yg more suitable to work in marketing line instead of in accounts... heh.. not to say that we judge thru physical appearance but those things are important too... first impression!!

the interview goes on ok.. but, we dont think she fits the criteria... too enthusiastic, seems a bit reluctant to go lower and we think she's more suitable for PR and marketing kind of thingy... i think she'll be better off somewhere else...

well, the search continues....

very non-productive day

i know i haven't been blogging for quite some time... been really tight up with work... well, nothing new huh... heheh... like today been in a mngt meeting from 10 till 4... imagine that... arghhh!!! my boss is away... so, need to step in on her behalf... rasa cam kepala ni nak pecah.... but, it was a good experience though...

tapi, yg takutnya bila tgk bosses pointing fingers to each other and trying to put the blame on somebody else.... mostly laser2 kan... so somethin like a small cat fight la dlm boardroom tu... tu baru sket je office politics... i guess since the organisation is more performance oriented skarang ni... mostly try to run away from becoming accountable for whats happening... semua cari ppl to put the blame on... and even backstabbing ppl thats not there to defend themselves...

well, what to do... just need to learn how to handle situations like this la kot... this is part and parcel of working life... sooner or later will face this problem gak.. esp when u're part of the middle management team.. just buat keje the best that u can do ler....

interesting article

a friend of mine emailed me this article... 2 frens actually emailed the same article to me... nak *hint2* la tuh... cheh!!

the title of the article is "MARRIAGE? NO WAY!" on the front page of NST..

quite interesting as it discuss abt the reasons why there are increasing single non-married women... some of the reasonings fr their survey are;

• lack of sexual desire - penat keje... priority more on career... hmmm... not sure on this
• career priorities - maybe la... coz we can see more and more lady bosses right now
• in search for rich husband - perhaps somebody successful who is at par... at least...

after reading the article, i've done some checks on myself... can't stand it when ppl commented that i'm being choosy, sbb tu i'm still alone... tak tahu la... i mean when u talk abt marriage, it is sumthin special in ur life, biggest decision that u hv to make as it will change not only ur life but ur family's too.... tak nak la main tangkap muat jer kan... getting married just for the sake of getting married like other ppl....

at my age, most of the peers are either married, attached, very career minded or just plain not interested to settle down (straight or gay..)... frens kept saying that u hv to try and look for somebody at least ur level or higher... coz if u go for somebody with lower education/position... there maybe ego problem arising later... i've tried going out with these successful single guys but i dont think marriage is their no 1 priority at the moment... they are on the verge of success and i guess they dont really hv much to loose pun... kononnya man ni mcm wine la... the older they get the better they can offer and at that time if they marry a 20 yrs younger girl.... org tak kecoh pun... imagine if its the other way round.... sure kecoh habis2...

ntahla... sometimes i do get confuse... org macam ni tak sesuai la... mcm tu tak sesuai la... habis tu yg mcm mana yg sesuai... when u actually found that almost perfect guy its too late.... yg tinggal mostly younger guys la... and i dont know why, yg ramai approach i are these young guys.. kalau setakat 1, 2thn tu takpe lagi... kalau sampai 4,5 yrs tu susah la jugak... to marry somebody younger pun ada masalah gak... family, level of thinking, financials... mmg la org kata masa bercinta tu semua pun possible la... tp in reality, the truth hurts...

i can understand why all this single women choose to concentrate on career instead... concentrate on sumthin definite which will take their mind away... penantian itu satu penyeksaan... i bet they kept on wondering if this next guy is the one... and last2 dah lost hope and jez accept the situation..

takut jugak if i end up that way... but looking at my fren's sis (angah) really give me hope to alwiz stays positive in life... she just got married 2 yrs back at 40++ (i think...), lepas kawin berhenti (she's a partner at Accenture) follow her husband yg posting oversea... ada baby boy and now expecting another one... how great is that... at the same time it helps u to appreciate what u have... when things come in so easily, u tend to forget and not appreciate...

sometimes u just dont know what live could be in the future... alwiz hv to stay positive... kalau dulu, i thot i could only be happy when i'm with somebody... i know thats wrong... now learning to feel content with myself.... u should be happy first wif urself... can't rely on others to be happy... apapun there's a reason behind all that's happening... ada hikmah dalam setiap kejadian ... whether its good or bad coz Allah knows what's best utk hamba2Nya... we may not realise it now but when we look back we will be grateful that it actually happen... Alhamdulillah..

i've been thru few heartbreaks.. but, i've never regretted my past as each time i've learn different things and i am who i am today bcoz of that... each relationship is special in their own way and i matured from them... now i appreciate life better and i look at things differently.. more openly... ppl say "in every cloud there's a silver lining"... "there's rainbow at the end of every storm".... i've yet to find my rainbow and silver lining... and before that time comes i'll learn to appreciate my surrounding better... ppl who currently loves me and all the blessing that has been bestowed upon me...

till then... good luck EyMie, in finding ur knight in shining armour!! All the best!!

stress and weight???

 

 

went to ikan bakar kat belakang istana for lunch... colleague belanja.... NYUMMY!!! time makan... tak kisah la panas ke, bau ke, ramai org ke.... but, the temptation of ikan bakar itself dgn air asam & kicap cili tu dah cukup nak offset all those....

borak punya borak... terborak la pasal gemuk/kurus nih... coz he's been complaining... pegi gym everyday, makan tak banyak.... tp still tak kurus2... last2 we end up with a conclusion....

"JANGAN STRESS-STRESS KEJE..... NANTI GEMUK...." muahahhaha.....

ada betul ke???? hmmmmm.....

Bad monday...

everythin seems wrong today... since pagi tadi... dunno why... normal
la kan.. the ups n down up working life.. some ppl say i'm a
perfectionist.. is it?? nay... dont think so that bad.. just believe
that u need to do the best of ur ability..

ppl yg buat keje sambil lewa tu.. really get on my nerve.. thats what
happen this mornin... and being only the 'macai' definitely u hv to
take the heat...

this mornin... maybe due to stress & xde mood... i terckp sumthin a
bit harsh wif this guy yg i'm quite close to... maybe kalau org lain
ckp dia tak terasa kot.. but when it comes from me... it sounded harsh
and org lain yg ada kat situ pun surprise i can actually say such
things... but, whatever yg i ckp tu is the truth... i hv feelings and
opinions too... sampai bila nak jadi sideline je???

worst thing is... now i felt guilty... i think dia terasa... just now
he ran past by my place w'out even a smile or a hi... hmmm.... n now i
felt bad... :(

tak suka la buat org kecik hati... but, what to do... sometimes u hv
to tell the truth eventho its difficult...

luckily not the whole day is ruin... had nice dinner with great frens...

'yong taufu - u make my day!!' ... hehehe ...

- thats the end of my monday -

blogging fr o2

hewo!!! this is me trying mobblogging - mobile blogging that's it...
hehehe .. tried it just now and it works!! so now, i can still update
my blog on the go la.. GOOD!!! trying to do that straight like on the
comp... tp tak boleh la pulak... can't even sign in.. but,hey...
mobile blogging is ok already... alright gonna try and send this
msg... if u manage to read it, then there's no problemo laaa...

i love technology .. heh...

cuba-cuba

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petrol naik lagi???

the petrol price has increased by 30 cents ..... due to the increasing crude oil prices... hmmm... and the govt promise that there will not be anymore increase in prices during the yr... but, the irony of this is how it will affect the prices of other consumer goods... suppliers/traders will increase prices eventually as i don't think they wannna absorb the extra costs... and sapa yg kena the heat??? definitely you & me right...

hari ni isi minyak and it costs me abt RM15 more than what i use to pay.... terasa la jugak... but what to do... u hv no choice coz u need the petrol.. ppl are expecting a cut in tax rate to cover the cut in subsidy... but don't think thats gonna materialise, maybe not these few yrs... nipun they all dah deferkan implementation gst... if not, come 2007 harga barang semuanya naik gila2...

in klcc, they are having a peaceful riot today (after sembahyang jumaat)... to protest on the price hike... i think govt need to do sumthin... maybe become more transparent... coz ppl start to question where all the tax payer's money goes to... and most of new govt's projects ada jer masalah (like the new hiway build - dah pecah2 and retak)... tak tahu la silap tu kat mana kan coz we r just "org biasa"... but, whoever yg responsible tuh sedar2 la... life doesn't end here... kalau makan duit tak betul, imagine la berapa ramai umat manusia yg u kena jumpa nak mintak halal... takut kan, kalau termakan duit salah coz it will become not only ur flesh and blood but also ur family... implication dia bukan kecik...

just wanna share this doa; elok utk diamalkan...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

"Ya Allah, aku memohon padaMu kebaikan pekerjaan ini dan segala kebaikan yang ada di dalamnya, dan aku berlindung padaMu daripada keburukan pekerjaan ini dan segala keburukan yang ada di dalamnya. Sesungguhnya di atas segala sesuatu itu Engkaulah yang maha berkuasa menentukannya. Ameen..."